::: The sea's only gifts are harsh blows, & occasionally the chance to feel strong. Now I don't know much about the sea,
::: but I do know that that's the way it is here. & I also know how important it is in life not necessarily to be strong but to
::: feel strong. To measure yourself at least once. To find yourself at least once in the most ancient of human conditions.
::: Facing the blind death stone alone, with nothing to help you but your hands & your own head.
::: Recently, more than ever before, I have been feeling anxious about my life. I get feelings that everything is wrong & I
::: need to change everything; my job, my colleague relationship, where I live, everything.. I feel trapped in the society that
::: hardly to say 'no' of something that is so wrong; blinded by money & power; & unreluctant to share with others. We all
::: have a greed but we think we have to want more than we need.. until we have it all, we won't be free. & happiness only
::: real when shared! After all these, I have a kind of urge to escape. A lot of people who are troubled get fantasies or visions
::: of themselves disappearing & changing identity. These things tend to remain wishful dreams in most of us. I need to
::: escape [from this 'society'] to reset my life, to feel the freedom, again.
.......................::: The joy of life is not only comes principally from the joy of human relationships. God's place is all around us, it is in
::: everything & in anything we can experience. People just need to change the way they look at things..